Everyday...I try very hard to be strong and try not fall apart but everytime I see you, my heart aches. I feel helpless. I wanted to talk to you atleast, but you feel so far away.
I thought I can easily just let it go, but the truth is, I've never let go of the feeling. I just hope that one day you would realize how much I care and love you. My friends say that I should use my head and just go with the flow but how can I? When in my heart is its always been you. It hurts to breathe because every breathe I take proves I can't live without you, I need you TOYO...you're the only one thats missing in my life.
I hate to admit that the greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone I can never have.... now everyday i have to endure the reality that I am only loving you from afar.
Lying to Myself - Freestyle
I, BELIEVED IN YOU
WHYD YOU LEAVE WHEN YOU
SAID THAT YOUD NEVER LET ME GO
ALL I GAVE WAS LOVE
WASNT THAT ENOUGH
TELL ME THE TRUTH, I NEED TO KNOW
REFRAIN
I CAN SAY TO MYSELF, THAT I DONT NEED YOU BESIDE ME
THAT IVE FINALLY PUT IT ALL BEHIND ME BUT
CHORUS
ID ONLY BE LYING TO MYSELF
AND ID ONLY BE DREAMING OF WHAT,
I KNOW WOULD NOT COME TRUE
COZ NO MATTER WHAT I DO
TO TRY TO THINK IM DOING WELL
REALITY IS THAT IM STILL NOT OVER YOU
I, GO, EVERYDAY
TRYING TO FIND MY WAY
DRIFTING INTO THE EMPTY ROADS
CRYIN EVERY NIGHT
THESE TEARS, SO HARD TO FIGHT
WHAT DO I DO, I JUST DONT KNOW
REFRAIN
I CAN SAY TO MYSELF THAT I NEVER NEEDED YOU, ANYWAY
AND AFTER ALL, IVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY
(REPEAT CHORUS)
BRIDGE
I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS NEVER ENDING
I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE NOT PRETENDING IT WAS REAL
I KNOW MY HEART WILL SOON BE MENDING
AND AFTER THE RAIN, THE SUN WILL SOON REVEAL
THAT I
CHORUS II
I HAVE BEEN LYING TO MYSELF
AND I, I HAVE BEEN DREAMING OF WHAT
I THOUGHT WOULD NOT COME TRUE
I KNOW AFTER WHAT IM GOING THROUGH
I WILL BE DOING WELL
AND WHEN THE DAY COMES,
I KNOW WHAT ILL SAY IS TRUE
THAT REALITY IS IM FINALLY OVER YOU
My boss sucks!